Wednesday, July 23, 2008

So it begins..

It's that point in my year again when my fingers begin to inch at the need to
elaborate on the things that have been swimming around in my head; which
now finds me filling the room with the tip-tapping of quick little symbols
on a shiny lighted screen.

It's cool out, the open window allows a chilly breeze to pass over my mostly
naked body, I've come to the conclusion that it's not being completely
naked that makes me happy, it's simply being topless and in the my
underwear.
The carpet is probably at this very moment leaving imprints on my skin,
I haven't been eating very well.. my sodium levels must be INSANE..so,
to keep myself from becoming the latest representation of the bedroom
floor, I'm moving.. as my foot has also decided to fall asleep.. oh the pain!

Life, as of late has been entertaining.
I've involved myself in things, so.. weird.
I feel the desire to address that I have survived the burlesque scene in
Portland, survived being that I was a part in it, did my networking, saw
the things I didn't like, became disheartened, and now am "taking a break."
- The details of all that, are neither here or there, and will probably be
elaborated on at a later date.. just not today -
there's been enough drama already.

Hm. I really need to shave, for being such a make believe girlie-girl
with demur behavior and all that fairytale sparkle - I really.. kind of let
things go wild.. -laughs-
I'm trying really hard to ignore the poke-pokeyness of my legs as
I have now found comfort in sitting with my legs crossed.
Yup, still in my panties. -glee-

Shawn's up. Which means, it's probably time to make at attempt
at really starting my day. I'm 4 hours away from working my first solo shift
at my new job, -blar- Half looking forward to it, half not. Japanese is hard,
even it is, just sushi, but damn..
Yup, fear has set in.

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